Worries kill Easiness

Why is everybody just so worried about me?

It’s good to know that if something would happen to you, there are people worrying bout you.

It feels good to have friends and family missing you.

BUT!

I’m not a naive, stupid, unconfident little girl. I never was, and I wont be like that.

I have a brain, I know who to use it.

I will have fun. I will get along good with the people and their way of living.

I want to embrace the world, know what I mean?

All the worries about me and my trip are killing my dreams, my plans, my hopes.

 

…and just to let everybody know for the damn last time…

I WILL NOT BE KILLED BY A SNAPPING TURTLE

Countdown –> …One more day…

Leaving is never easy

Just took the train home @ 8.20 pm – arrival 00.07

I feel sick somehow. It wasn’t the final good bye before my trip to the US, and it already hurts a lot.

My boyfriend and I spent a wonderful ‘last evening’ yesterday.

We went out for dinner, and afterwards we went up the JenTower with a bottle of champagne.

Wonderful view over Jena, it has something very romantic at night.

Today he bake some really delicious pizza, and in the evening he drove me to the train station.

Not seeing each other for so long won’t get easy…

But we have Skype, Facebook, E-mail, Mail and my video-diary, and if we just can’t go trough it there’s still the opportunity of taking the next flight home. :)

Everything will be okay. I’m sure.

Having two feelings at one time sounds freaky, and that’s just what it is.

This sadness for leaving my boo-boo and this happiness for meeting my family, I think I have to feel sick. :/

After arriving at home, I will call him…

bye bye

*L. 

… 6 more days till the flight.

The countdown is on !

6 more days... and I 'll be already on the plane to the US.